Eh, alright. Dude, answer these questions honestly. No offense though.
1. Maybe the modding is just too much for you and you may just want to drop your position and get back to the old ways of RPing. That way, not much "spark" will come out of you and won't "die" out quick. I remember myself feeling like that and that might just be what you feel right now. Perhaps you're too shy to tell us.
2. If you really wanna leave after you're done with the arguments stuff here, well. Kay, it's your choice. You're always welcome here. Best of stuff to ya, bro. You're one hell of a guy.
OR
You can freely request a "day off" or something like that. Sya, a week of no modding. 'Cause you're not everyone's slave, fella. It's your choice to mod whenever you feel like it. And other self explanatory stuff.