A Message from: Shadow

[01:41:55 06/04/12] Shadow : sigh... wanna leave this lol
[01:42:05 06/04/12] Kita : huh?
[01:42:13 06/04/12] Shadow : i left more than like 10 times and said "never returning" for like 20 times
[01:42:26 06/04/12] Shadow : for some reason, this site like became a part of my life that i cant forget and i cant live without xD
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[01:42:42 06/04/12] Shadow : but i really want to leave and never return... i need a reason for me to leave lol
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[01:43:14 06/04/12] Shadow : just this site
[01:43:25 06/04/12] Shadow : bad memories, issues, bad reputation, bad history of mine, stuff stuff
[01:43:35 06/04/12] Shadow : maybe ill ask someone to ip ban me forever
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[01:47:16 06/04/12] Kita : Just go on hiatus. Try limiting your time on the site. Ween yourself off it if that's what you really want.
[01:47:34 06/04/12] Shadow : limiting is not an option
[01:47:39 06/04/12] Shadow : i want to leave this site forever
[01:47:52 06/04/12] Shadow : which means, limiting is not option but abandoning is.
[01:49:48 06/04/12] Kita : well you don't seem willing to do that either...
[01:50:04 06/04/12] Shadow : thats why am finding a reason
[01:50:09 06/04/12] Shadow : its like finding a reason to die lol
[01:50:17 06/04/12] Shadow : but thing is, am finding a reason for me not to return
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[01:51:18 06/04/12] Kita : Not wanting to be here is a good reason...
[01:51:35 06/04/12] Shadow : Nope.
[01:51:37 06/04/12] Shadow : its not enough
[01:51:42 06/04/12] Shadow : i get temptaions
[01:51:51 06/04/12] Shadow : temptation is one of my worst enemy
[01:52:25 06/04/12] Kita : But again: from what I've heard embarrassment and IP bans don't seem to keep you away either.
[01:52:35 06/04/12] Shadow : honestly
[01:52:37 06/04/12] Kita : Maybe just block the site off your computer if you're serious about it
[01:52:38 06/04/12] Shadow : YES.
[01:52:48 06/04/12] Shadow : how do i block it? (good idea)
[01:53:11 06/04/12] Kita : umm...I don't really know @_@ I've never done it before...parental locks or something I bet...
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[01:58:00 06/04/12] Shadow : no offence but
[01:58:12 06/04/12] Shadow : i like all of you, i appreciate how you keep accepting me back though i dunno why
[01:58:13 06/04/12] Shadow : but
[01:58:20 06/04/12] Shadow : i dont wanna ever see anyone of you again
[01:58:24 06/04/12] Shadow : and am blocking my own site to
[01:58:29 06/04/12] Shadow : i dont wanna see doragon again
[01:58:44 06/04/12] Shadow : just wanna go to a different site, set up a new life there
[01:58:56 06/04/12] Shadow : well ive said these stuff for the quadrillionth time
[01:58:58 06/04/12] Kita : He said he doesn't like the bad rep he made for himself here
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[02:09:54 06/04/12] Shadow : am still able to go back.. >:O
[02:10:16 06/04/12] Shadow : thats it... PLAN B.
[02:10:16 06/04/12] Shadow : ...
[02:10:19 06/04/12] Shadow : sorry nakaharu
[02:10:22 06/04/12] Kita : hmm that's weird
[02:10:34 06/04/12] Kita : uh oh...I have a bad feeling...
[02:11:09 06/04/12] @ Nakaharu : Same...
[02:11:33 06/04/12] @ Nakaharu : Did I miss anything?
[02:14:09 06/04/12] Kita : apparently Shadow's computer isn't properly blocking this site.
[02:16:18 06/04/12] Shadow : ._.
[02:16:21 06/04/12] Shadow : plan b means spamming
[02:16:25 06/04/12] Shadow : i promised someone am not spamming again
[02:16:34 06/04/12] Shadow : so nakaharu, please just ban my account and ip ban me
[02:16:38 06/04/12] Shadow : i demand you.
[02:16:48 06/04/12] Shadow : i just cant close this tab and never return
[02:16:54 06/04/12] Shadow : i need a reason to block myself from this website
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[02:25:03 06/04/12] Kita : You realize that you will still have to resist temptation of proxy channels, right?
[02:25:12 06/04/12] Shadow : i know you know how to ban an account nakaharu
[02:25:17 06/04/12] Shadow : yes kita
[02:25:23 06/04/12] Shadow : proxies are out of my reach
[02:25:27 06/04/12] Shadow : because of my slow connection
[02:25:33 06/04/12] Shadow : theyre out of my reach now
[02:25:36 06/04/12] Shadow : or just simply ban my account
[02:25:48 06/04/12] Shadow : if girl a asks, go tell her
[02:25:57 06/04/12] Shadow : if doragon comes here and tries to figure out why am not going on my site
[02:25:59 06/04/12] Shadow : tell him
[02:26:06 06/04/12] Shadow : i hope i wont be able to return.
[02:27:58 06/04/12] Kita : Okay shadow...I'll post your message in the introductions/goodbyes forum...

nvm. am back again, lol i expected this.

11th leave, 12th return, 21st never return quote and counting.

lol. expect the 22nd stuff