Not So Sure

Family problem. If I explain, only a few would read my message. I used to use songs before to let people know why. I'm doibg the same. Let the song explain. Goofle search the lyrics to Slip Out the Back by Fort Minor... And Mirror by Lil Wayne ft. Bruno Mars. Tbis is not abou t the forum. This is about personal problem and family problems... Oh and... Never praise God anymore. He will just **** your lives up.

D'awww, hope everything gets better soon. I've had my fair share of family issues, and I know they can be hard and painful. If you need anyone to talk to, my PM box is always open ^^

What would you do if God fucks you up after all your praising? What uou do if your own dad tells you to gtfo of the house late in the evening and raining... Just bcoz u didnt text back? What if your mom u trust the most lets all your secrets out and fuccks you up? What if you have no one else? What if everyone thinks youre immature paranoid and childish? What if youre nothing and weak who acts tough and shouts aaawwweeesooomme just to feel like one when the truh is.... Ur not..

Wut if u remeeber the reality that youe funny tough guy internet persona is the opposite of reality. What if you have no friends in rl to talk to
wut if they onlt care about laugjing. Wut if everyone takes everything u wantWut if EVERYONE cares ONLY out of courteay... Wut if youre out of everyonws group in rl. What if youre good at nothing in rl. What if everyone sees u as the annoying lrixk who has problems. What if they think you just seek attention. What if they dont see it the way u always do... Before dis week ends


i will decide whether to commit suicide or not

If I dont come online tomorrow until march that means Ive comitted suicide

Shadow mate it might be hard but push through Everyone knows you can do it mate.

Shadow, you're young with a long life ahead of you. Nothing, and I mean NOTHING is worth taking your life over. There are many instances where parents say or do things that deep down they do not really mean. My own mother has called me horrid names in the past, claiming even that she hated me. I've had all my "friends" stab me in the back, and spread slanderous lies and rumors about me. I was on the brink of devastation, tempted to just be done with things where you are now. But you know what? God tries those destined for greatness. If you dont believe me, look at the story of Abram. He lost his family, his father's house, and everything before finally finding peace and happiness, not as a young man, but as a well established adult. I believe there is more out there- for both of us. We need only be patient, and find it.

Shadow please don't!! You know we all love you, and support you, and you just can't die. I had depression, even recently I had short periods of it. But you know what? I said to myself to carry on, things will get better. And you know, things always do. I've always seen great qualities in you, don't give them away. It's not worth it. I Know a person like you doesn't deserve this, but things will get better. Maybe not today. maybe not tomorrow. But eventually. I promise. And would I lie to you?

~Your loving friend, Kitty

hey shadow please dont do it, you know i almost commited suicide but i really started thinking and decided that life was just to precious, think about the joy you can have by just waking up in the moring and see the sun shining into your room or when the winter comes and you can snow snowballs that sort of little happiness can help you, so i think that i speak for everyone on this site if i say PLEASE DONT DO IT !

Shadow. I understand that your life may seem terrible right now. But let me ask you this: Who are you to yourself? Are you some person with no reason to live? Everyome has a purpose; something to propel us forward. For me... My purpose is to keep my friends and family happy. I don't want to see them sad or upset. Which is why, everyday, I ask God to let me live through the day. I don't want to die and leave them to be sad. Especially my apprentice. You see, I am great friends with someone YOUNGER than me, not vise-versa. Which means, she will cry without end if I died. I'm the only person she has. Her own life is a mess; her parents wish to divorce, her siblings order her around (even her younger bro). Yet she still stays strong. And I want to be there for her. Think of how sad all of the members of PWRPG will be if you leave us. I'm sure you have someone who relies on you. Do you want to make them sad? Suicide is such a terrible thing. It creates a lot of sadness and suffering. I've actually been surrounded by death before. It's horrible. A boy in 8th grade died in a fire along with his mother. It wasn't a happy place in the event.

Eh... You really think I'm gonna give up. You guys SO do not know me. :P My mind was just so confused that time. Now I've decided. I'm gonna keep fighting IRL. So wiggle buddies.